I'm sitting in my RE's office currently awaiting my baseline sonogram. My nerves are completely shot. I'm so very anxious...
We are starting down this journey of trying to conceive (TTC) again. Are we crazy? Is it too soon? What if my uterus can't handle another pregnancy? What if we have another loss? How will all this affect R? So many things that I can't control and some I can. The timing of this is something I can control...and yet I feel like it's so out of control.
I'm concerned it's too early to TTC again, but I'm jumping in anyway. Whether we get pregnant or not is still in God's hands...we are just helping with science. I'd probably be this nervous no matter when we started TTC again anyway. I'm mainly just concerned about having to split attention with R.
Add to this that we currently aren't telling family and have only share with two friends our plans. I really don't want to worry everyone and I also don't think I could "nicely" handle their opinions. We don't know how long it will take to get pregnant, so who knows anyway.
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