So today is the start of a new cycle. In fact, it is THE new cycle. We will be starting injectables again...as long as my doc visit goes okay tomorrow. I am both excited and really nervous at the same time. Last time (when we got pregnant with Cooper), this version of drug therapy worked first try. Apparently that isn't really normal, but it is definitely what I am expecting now. I'm afraid that it won't happen the first time. And if that is the case, how will I handle it?
Some friends and family are trying to prepare me for it not working the first try. Others are just trying to help me stay positive. I guess I need both right now. I have a plan for it not working right away, but I can't help but be excited in thinking that it will. Please let it work first time again! I really want to be pregnant again...NOW.
Added to this, I have two friends that are due in the next month. This is going to be a hard month if I don't get pregnant. Then, another friend due in March...and another that just told me she's pregnant is due in the end of May. I think that being pregnant while all this goes on will help me through it. I hope it will, at least.
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