Cooper's due date (+2 years)

Today is Cooper's EDD, just two years later. It's affecting more today than it has in past years and I'm not sure why. Perhaps because the two times before that we have passed this date I have been pregnant - and I was distracted with baby planning (although the date did not go by in silence). Of course, now I have a baby which should be distracting as well. I think it's just the frame of mind that I am in.

I doubt Cooper would have been born on this day anyway, so it wouldn't have been his birthday. Today just serves as another reminder of the little life that I got to share for 21w 2d. Today is just a reminder that our first born son would have been 2 years old. I hope he is having fun playing in Heaven today. Mommy misses you little man.