Still no AF and, no I'm not pregnant either. Granted I haven't taken a test in over a week, but I've been temping. Yes, I'm back to crazy watching my temperature. I'm just preparing for our next try so that I will know for sure when (and if) I ovulate.
I think the light bleeding and phantom pregnancy symptoms were due to a cyst(s) rupturing. Not cool... That made me crazy I wanted so badly to just be pregnant so I wouldn't have to keep going through treatment, but there is more to it than that. I want to be "normal" and not have to go to the doctor to make a baby. I don't want the opportunity to plan as much as I do. It makes
Though now that I look back on it I don't think I was really ready yet to start down this road again.
I'm scared and it's not just about pregnancy. It's about having another child to take care of. Having another child to split my attention between. I already feel like I don't get enough time with Riley so how will I manage with another baby???
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