I'm now 12-13dpo. AF has not shown. I've been a HPT crazed woman for the past few days. All BFN, so it's doubtful that I'm pregnant. I broke the ultimate rule, though...I let myself start hoping. I went into this cycle telling myself it would either get cancelled or end in BFN. It's looking like I'm going to get both!
I've had all sorts of phantom symptoms which have prompted me to be hopeful with every HPT. Of course, these symptoms could just be the normal way of things when a woman actually ovulates! I wouldn't really know since I don't do that very often.
Being back in the infertile world is quite frustrating. Let me add here that I know my fertility struggles are relatively small and minute compared to other infertiles. Given that, I can't imagine how they cope with this for years. I must say that I am impressed with the resilience that those girls show and their never ending drive to that final goal - a baby.
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