I'm still not sharing all this with the general public, so if anyone actually reads it...it will be after the fact. I still don't feel like sharing this ttc journey with anyone.
So, I got a present on the day we left for Mexico. Yep, AF rared her ugly head...in the airport...without "stuff"...when I definitely couldn't visit the doc to start a cycle. Ughhh, is what I felt. Well, I got along okay in Mexico. I dealt with having AF, on vacation, when I was planning to be getting a BFP. I don't think my RE would have treated me that soon after a cancelled cycle anyway...
Now, my body is all sorts of messed up. I've been spotting since last Friday. I'm tired of being a girl...why can't I just be pregnant again. Oh yeah, need to remind myself about the lovely morning (make that all day) sickness I get then. Still, would rather be pregnant.
I saw my RE last Monday and plan to take p.rovera to get AF (for real) next week or so. Once again, I'm in planning mode. Checking dates to see when all will fall. I really think God is trying to teach me that I can't plan this...it's His plan.
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